I guess today I am having trouble with the letting things go, letting things be part of my unconscious.
Today it feels like everything needs to be planned, repeated, planned again. Today it feels like the world needs certainty and concrete assurance. Today it feels like there are a few too many gambles to be made, a few too many heart-strings to be shortened in lending out to other people---in the acquaintances made, then broken over time.
But that is just today---Sunday. (And a Sunday kept at home, nursing a headache).
But tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day. And maybe those worries and uncertainties and doubts that baffle will clear tomorrow. Maybe a little embrace and a long walk is all the assurance I need.